A question of wrong decisions based on an education which was focused on marrying a rich man? My mother saw the potential of my father when she met him but he wasn't there already. In fact his success and wealth grew exponentially seven years after their divorce. I was 12 when I saw him on …
Family Background: Divorce
My parents split up when I was five years old This was the initial "before and after" situation. Many more followed not because of divorce because of moving to different towns. Everything changed from one day to the other: home, school, friends, neighbourhood, possibilities. Worst has been changing school. Being the new one, the intruder. …
Family Background: Father
My father was born and grew up in "Pommern", a part of Germany before WWII, now it is Poland. His father went missing during the battles in Russia and he missed him the most. Nobody knows whether he was killed or died in prison. He was the oldest of three siblings. He himself was drawn …
Family Background: Mother
Is it true, that I never loved my mother? What did I really feel for and about her? When and why did it change? The relation between her and me has to do with who I became. It is not for blaming anybody. I learned repression for a reason. The time has come to look …
The Wonder Called Me 