Just a few months back I would have told you that I don't believe in predictions by spreading cards and not have even looked at it. Well, I bought a deck! Why? For inspiration and to activate or support a more balanced working of my brain, balance between the right and left side of my …
Three Basic Fears
I'm old enough to know that some fears started when I was young, returning in special situations like now. There are more but these three somehow block me right now. Not knowing what I wantNot being good enoughCompetition and competitive environments Competition In short competition is about who or what is better. I can agree …
Thinking and Thoughts
There is something else what I find interesting, it may sound a bit crazy. I call it the different ways of thinking or different categories of thoughts. The chatterbox: If I don't force my mind to be silent then it is busy around the clock but - believe it or not - if you ask …
The Hole – Another Interesting Dream
There was another dream which surprised me. I was walking up a hill. On the top was a big hole, too deep to see the bottom of it. I stepped into the hole, saw me falling but was thinking "I will be okay". A leap of faith? The beginning of finding self-confidence by giving my …
In Denial of Being a Type 6
Me fearful? Never! I hate fear and did many risky things especially when I was younger. Those actions only gave me the illusion that fear wasn't my problem. And ... how could somebody who is not afraid to speak up for other people be fearful? Since August of this year, I'm changing. Does not mean …
Enneagram Type Six – The Loyalist
The committed, security-oriented type (engaging, responsible, anxious, and suspicious) is also called the Doubter, Security Expert, Devil's Advocate. According to the test I'm a 6w5 (6 wing 5). The following image and descriptions are from The Enneagram Institute. My own thoughts follow in separate articles. Type Six in Brief The committed, security-oriented type. Sixes are …
Dreams
Since decades, I could not remember dreams. As an Enneagram Type 6w5 I had no good connection to my soul, to the non-rational part of me. Now dreams can even wake me up. The most miraculous dream was one in which a colleague told me that I had forgotten an appointment. I woke up and …
The Wonder Called Me?
Usually I meant: The Wonder Called "Me", meaning that I am on a journey to find myself. But somehow it also means that things happen which make me wonder. I am a German living in the UK. I struggled if I should write in English or German. Germans usually understand English but people from English …
The Wonder Called Me 