Sometimes writing is like giving way. With elderly people I can be different even at work. They are not in an educational environment where my way of thinking and being collides with educational mainstream goals. Though I have to do my tasks I will also be able to be more authentic, more flexible ... it …
Outmaneuvred
It feels like being outmaneuvred but it also feels like it needs to be like this. Spirit needs time or spirit is telling me to go slowly and this happens for a reason. I'm starting a new job in a completely new environment. I'm focussed on this new beginning to take place and to get …
A Disturbing Dream
It's interesting that all dreams so far occurred around work place. Work place as the environment which is not home or private and personal? The dream: Somebody disappeared at the work place and it came to light that the tip of his pointing finger had been cut off at the joint with laser technology. I …
Dreams and Sensations
This night I was in one of the toilets at my workplace and I wondered who did this: the sinks were turned, meaning the taps not at the wall side, they were at the front. I associated on waking up "Where the water was flowing towards me before it is now flowing from me or …
Unseen Forces at Work
The Power of Awareness and Creation
I start with a little side note: The advantage of physical work is that it enables me to deepen awareness. Peace of mind? I want more, I want stillness of mind. Somebody from the blog "theDIHEDRAL - A community by climbers for everyone" is following my blog, and I wondered why. But more interesting for …
A Chapter Slowly Closing
It was a physically draining but peaceful day at work yesterday. My boss and I crossed paths and greeted each other. I want to leave in good terms and contribute my part to do so. Whatever hurt me in the past, I know that she didn't and perhaps still does not know better. I can …
Holy Cow
Thoughts are storming in! Good narratives for our souls should not be too specific. Good narratives for our souls should not focus on a specific outcome. Yes, you can see a specific outcome but then let go. Stay in the here and now. Trust in divine guidance. Going to meditate.
The Narratives We Create
The narratives we create in our mind are powerful. Since I found my guardian angels, the three dolphins, they either swirl around me when I'm busy but still in my mind as if they are kind of protective aura, simply there for "just in case". I'm not aware of them when my mind is dealing …
Slowly Back on My Track
There is a positive aspect within the last three weeks of increased trouble at my workplace. The knowing that everything is energy, that what we call reality is an illusion, that being human is a part of my soul and not the other way around (soul is part of being human) caused a big shift …
The Wonder Called Me 