Me fearful? Never! I hate fear and did many risky things especially when I was younger. Those actions only gave me the illusion that fear wasn’t my problem. And … how could somebody who is not afraid to speak up for other people be fearful?
Since August of this year, I’m changing. Does not mean that I am where I want to be. I’m watching myself in a different way, also trying not to think too much. Psyche is slowly in adopting new habits. It is as if something in me watches my new approach … the good old skeptic but here it has reason to be on alert. What if I fall back in my old patterns? It keeps me on track.